I fucking love cults. Not joining them, of course. I was raised in one, so I expend an enormous amount of personal energy avoiding anything cult-like in my daily life and spiritual practice. However, it is undoubtedly due to my personal history that I have a morbid fascination with them….
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The Q Review | The Odyssey | Lara Williams
This book grabbed me by the lapels, shoved me up against the wall, and held me there for 36 hours until I finished it. Then, it let me go and I fell in a heap on the floor and spend the next day wondering what the fuck just happened. After…

The Q Review | The St. Zita Society | Ruth Rendell
I watch a lot of murder-y shows, but I don’t read a lot of murder-y books. Ruth Rendell was unknown to me before I read The St. Zita Society. Apparently, she’s a beloved novelist of almost a hundred murder-y books, so it appears to be bad luck that introduced me…

The Q Review | Go Ask Alice | “Anon”
This book is a complete and utter piece of shit. I only finished it because it was so short and because I occasionally indulge in a hate-read. For those who are unfamiliar with the lore, Go Ask Alice is purported to be the posthumous diary of a teenage girl whose…

The Q Review | Next to Heaven | James Frey
(And no, I don’t think these two statements are contradictory.) The result is a fast-paced, surface level story about a bunch of terrible, gorgeous, insanely wealthy and super horny white couples who live in the rarified air of New Bethlehem, Connecticut and whose relationships begin to unravel immediately after a…

The Q Review | Twilight | Stephanie Meyer
It is the year 2025 AD, and I, a fifty-one-year-old woman, have read Twilight by Stephanie Meyer for the very first time. It should also be noted that I have never seen any of the films based on this series. Any prior knowledge I had of this book and its…

TQL Podcast | S3E19 | Rita Toikka
Support The Qreative Life podcast through my Patreon, or via Paypal or Venmo (@AmandaQ555). S3E19 | Rita Toikka | LISTEN NOW In this episode of The Qreative Life podcast, Q reconnects with Rita Toikka, an artist who has followed an unconventional path – first as a frontwoman of an L.A.-based rock band, then…

The Q Review | Algorithms of Betrayal | Anat Deracine
I found Algorithms of Betrayal by Anat Decine on NetGalley. This book took a while to grow on me, but once I got into it, I was hooked. I’m chalking my initial reticence up to my baggage working in and around technology for 20+ years. Initially, it felt like this…

The Q Review | Yours, Eventually | Nura Maznavi
Nura Maznavi’s Yours, Eventually is a combination of a Pakistani television drama and a Jane Austen novel. Neither of these things on their own is particularly compelling to me, but put them together and set the action in the Bay Area, and I’m in. Like, really in. I am so glad I got the…

The Q Review | The Grand Scheme of Things | Warona Jay
A couple of months ago, I read Yellowface by R.H. Kuang. While I enjoyed it for all the juicy drama (and gave it four stars), part of my critique was that the characters felt two-dimensional, making the book seem less about people and more about the issues on which the…